I don't know what is wrong with me today! I've been great, I've laughed and had an amazing dinner with my sisters at my moms house....yet my skin just isn't so thick today. This afternoon I just wanted to cuddle up with my little boy and smother him with kisses...but I can't. Then I get home, check the mail and there is this STUPID pamphlet in the mail from a local funeral home! On the back is all these casket prices and plans for a funeral, like really?! I don't know why this is all affecting me so much tonight!
When I think about it though...there could be a lot of possible reasons why everything is slowly popping up. A big one is that I am truly moving forward now...I start college in less than a week. I have yet to go out to the cemetery but I'm scared if I go out for a visit then I will fall right back down. I'm scared...life is scary! Moving forward is scary! But I hope to get some sound sleep and wake tomorrow with a smile, ready to face the day and all it holds for me!
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