The big count down is here, four days till our trip to Florida. I want to be excited, I want to be beside myself with happiness...but I'm not. I'm dreading this! I've been putting off packing, I've started crying almost every day and I feel guilty. Vacationing shouldn't feel this hard! I feel like I'm abandoning Gabriel and this just isn't the way it is supposed to be. On a good note, I did finally get a picture printed out and framed for our Disney family pictures. I don't know what kind of reaction we are going to get when we take these pictures but Gabriel is and always will be a very important family member. I really miss him though...and I wish he was here so I could pack his adorable outfits and see his eyes light up when he meets Mickey Mouse! (Either that or he would cry in fear and it would still be adorable) I'm scared about my month long vacation after Disney too. I will miss two of his monthly birthdays while I'm gone and he won't just be a short drive away from me. I need all the prayers I can get, every hour that goes by just seems to make it harder and I really want to just relax!!
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