Day 10: Beliefs
October 10,2013
In all honesty, I was never really raised in any particular religious setting. It's been an indescribably difficult journey to find any feeling of faith. Most days I don't even know if I believe in anything. It isn't because I don't want to! I wish sooooo bad I had the faith I see in a lot of my friends but it just doesn't seem to work out for me. My biggest prayer, either to God or the universe or whoever is out there listening, is that I will truly be able to see Gabriel again someday and be aware of it. If there is a heaven, I don't know what it will be like. I've spent hours hoping I will see my family in heaven and we can be happy together.
Day 11: Emotional Triggers
October 11,2013
Sometimes I think it would be amazing if someone would hand me a cheat sheet warning me of potential emotional triggers. Maybe even a detailed map would be nice! There are times when it is extremely obvious why I am a hot mess, and there are other time when the wind seems to blow in the wrong direction and suddenly I am in tears!! Grief. It's crazy I'm telling you!
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