The other night I had a meltdown, I miss Gabriel so very much! It was about 1a.m. and we ended up out at the cemetery. It was quiet for the most part, for once I wasn't scared. I was crying so much though, I felt like my heart was breaking all over again. I talked to him though, I told him how much I missed him and loved him, a few drops of cold rain fell on my cheeks as I was crying. I wonder, does he miss me too? Does he know how badly I wanted him to stay here with me? We are approaching his 5 month birthday in a couple days, it hurts a lot when I think about it....how has the time slipped away so quickly? Has it truly been that long since I last held him in my arms?
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