Sometimes when it is late and the house is quiet, I wonder, is there truly a heaven? My mind is so curious about things, but how sad the world would be if there is no heaven. I worry about it a lot, people have told me so many opinions about what they think happens. Anywhere from the hardcore, faithful christian that believes beyond the shadow of a doubt to the atheist who says "what does it matter? You'll be dead anyway!"
It does matter to me, I wish that I could know for certain that I will see Gabriel again, I want to know I can spend the rest of eternity with the ones I love and care about. I don't want to be scared of dieing and being forgotten about....I envy people who believe with a passion we go somewhere when our tired bodies finally rest. I wish I could be as believing.
Life is so beautiful though: laughter, a cool dive into the pool on a hot summer day, the sun setting over the horizon, a kiss, a hug, love....all of it. I hope there is a place where these things never end, and I hope my son is watching me from there.
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