It seems like I have a few blankets I have kept since Gabriel's passing. I have one Gary and I made him (with tigger and pooh), we have a blue knit one he was wrapped in at the hospital, and we had a really soft blue one with tigger on it that we buried him with. Tonight I was cleaning out a bucket of clothes to put in our new dresser when I found the first blanket I ever bought him. I kinda forgot about it since everything happened, it is one with small baby elephants on it. I loved the idea of doing baby elephants in his nursery when we first found out he was going to be a boy but soon the theme switched to monkeys. I cried when i saw this blanket though, remembering how I stood in Babies-R-Us in awe of all the adorable baby items for sale. It seems so long ago now, I sometimes wish I could go back in time and be a fly on the wall just watching my old self. I hope my baby remembers me that way, full of love and laughter.
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