Day 14: Community
October 14,2012
The only community event I have been to was the M.E.N.D. breakfast and balloon release yesterday. We have another event coming up in December that I am looking forward too.
Today the silence has been extremely obvious and it has just been difficult. I busied myself with cleaning the house but even that couldn't distract me from knowing that my little one is missing from my life. I miss him so much, so so so so much....I can't believe that this is really how my life is going to be. I wish I could hold him, I wish I could kiss him, smell him, touch his soft brown hair. I wish I knew what color eyes he had, what his first word would be, what his laugh sounded like. I want to go back to last year, filled with joy and wonder instead of empty and hurting. No matter how many times I write this though, I know it won't happen...I know he can't come back but I wish he could.
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